Wednesday, February 23, 2005
SHIFTED to :
www.livejournal.com/users/redschtick
goodbye redhalo-, you've been good.
Monday, February 21, 2005
after a million and one attempts to load onto this page, i FINALLY got in.
my com is seriously and majorly screwed up.
so much so that i really wanna slam the whole monitor on the floor!
okay yeah, so i really need a new set of computer badly.
this com is about 5 years old now.. no kidding.
TCC-ed today with berber, peishan & lynn.
tcc/hearts-virgin i am but we had so much fun.
so we slacked there from 1pm all the way till 7pm.
a whole and hearty 6 hours mind you.
mighty joe young + hearts + daidee + bridge + drooling over the tcc's warm lava chocolate cake + a whole dose of laughter is pretty damn good.
so maybe i was wrong about being awkward cos' of the age gap.
a 17-year-old with three 21-year-old isn't that bad afterall.
=)
then i joined wilson, mom & shannon for dinner at the padang restuarant.
woooo, muslim foods are so damn bloody delicious.
and they served a really huge serving of spring chicken.
i've kindda learnt my mistake.
i'm never ever gonna do my hair on impulse ever again.
enough of my "experiment" excuses really.. hee.
haha cos my mom always said "its good to try out new and different hairstyles when you're still young"
so the other day, i re-permed my hair and gave it a new colour.
BAD MOVE, trust me on this.
wait till ya'll see it.. haha and pls don't laugh when you do.
mommy bought a new tv set for shannon.
so now his tv is bigger than that of berber's.
hahahaha, i think my sister has the right to be jealous.
i got knifed 2 times yesterday during lan.
sooooooo sadddddddddddddd.
stupid xiang always attack me when i'm off guard.
i'm never gonna hold an awp and camp anymore! haha.
hey, and i hope i'm improving in my starhubness..
btw, i'm known for being extremely slow is sniping.
oh how much i love playing cs.. haha.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
i've figured that if i keep everything to myself, i'll prolly explode one fine day. so right now, i'm just gonna be me. speaking whatever that comes to my mind but of course with, sensitivity. heehee. so i'd better warn some people out there that if you don't wish to hear, boastful or showoffs (according to trish?) entries from me, its better for you not to come in my blog. it'll probably irk you more.
and lets make this clear. i'm not rich. i only have my mother to support all three children up and its not exactly very easy by the way for a women to raise up 3 children with only one income. yes. so quit saying i'm a showoff or whatsoever when i have nothing to showoff about. viewing gucci bags doesnt mean she's getting it right? dang. my dad's the rich one. not me, not my sis, not my bro, not my mom. and unfortunately i don't stay with my dad so that doesn't make us rich either. i hope this is clear.
and i just let my sister read the comments and the paragraph above and guess what her reaction was? she just laughed and said, "dad's not exactly rich what?" SEE!! THERES ABOSULUTELY NOTHING I CAN SHOWOFF ABOUT! i guess she shares my sentiments when people think we're rich or we are such showoffs. blah.
okay on a lighter note now, i'm proud to say this.. and i know baby sure is too. so there you go.. HAPPY 3 YRS BABYYYYYYYYY!!!!! this must have been the toughest time of his life but it sure isn't for me. =D i can't believe how time has flew by so quickly. its been a hell of a rollercoaster ride and slightly nauseating at some point of the ride but hey, whats a relationship without squabbles and fights right? so i guess we're on the right track baby. and we're absolutely normal. heehee. thanks dear for giving your all for this relationship. a relationship that i'll treasure for the rest of my life. je'taime <3
today's gonna be good. i just know it.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i feel like i've really experienced going to hell and back here where i am. its a really really onerous experience and it was indeed tiring. but hey guess what? i pulled it through and in return, it kindda evolved me into a much more enhanced person. which is goooood don't ya'll think so? i'm soo freaking happy. so so so happy now. and soo at rest.
so lets see, as everyone else ramble on about their romantic and fun-filled valentine's day, i'm just gonna groan and rave about how work has spoilt mine. yes thats right, i had work till 9pm that night and we decided to forgo a dinner since almost every restaurant or whatever food place would have been closed by then. so in the end, we ended up mahjong the night away. and that silly boy couldn't wake up the next day, aunt cindy called up and he had cab home straightaway. hahaha. 6:35am he woke up! and he wasn't late for school. now thats a miracle.
yesterday must have been the best day since the start of the year 2005. it all started out awkward but ended in a big bang boomie blast. oh how i love that boy of mine. (*grins from cheek to cheek) i think only the two of us know what really happened but although the past few days were hell, its all back to the heavenly and blissful us. yeah baby? =) i must be the happiest girl alive.
oh and yes, i finally got a new bag! i so needed that really.. since my old black one is, well firstly old, and its also pretty rusty and spoilt. so yeah thanks baby!! i loveeeeeeee my new crumpler thanks a hell lot! and its tinged in my fav color too. so what nicer bags can i ask for you tell me. haha. and i'm glad he looooveeee his present too. yay. im such a happy girl now.
i'm so happy i feel like some shopping! any takers?
i specially took off on thursday and fri so i can, on thurs go celebrate our anniversary together and finally catch MY MOVIE CONSTANTNE (oh my good lord, keanu reeves!) and spent some good quality romantic time together to make up for stupid vals. haha rightos. then on friday, i can make it down to damai to catch the first match of the season for saints.
oh and by the way, i've taken a liking for keanu reeves since i've watched this show called chain reaction. must have been a decade or so ago. that was how long man. yes i've been watching his show since i was a lil kid.. no kidding! then i remember the show the devil's advocate where he worked as a lawyer and i was swooning over him when i was just 6 or 7 years old i think? haha that was so funny i think my mom thought i was crazy. then came the oh so sweet november which made me cry like a damn river. (oh actually he starred with charlize theron in quite a few movies eh?) anyway back to my list of keanu reeves movies i've watched and well you can say his filmography based on my memory, then came THE MATRIX (including the following sequels of cos! reloaded & revolution) which was pretty yummy don't you think? all =D and i've watched the replacements a couple of times. its about him being a american football captain and yada. and not forgetting the happily ever after with the cheerleading captain. so damn typical but who cares. the watcher made him a dangerous serial killer and that show was pretty thrilling. its quite here and there too if you get me. and then you have something's gotta give where he dates a woman much older than him. haha.
WOW not bad a keanu reeve's fan eh? haha. i'm looking forward to his other movies coming out in 2006 since they are all under pre-production now. well, actually i think thats only like 1/8 of all the movies he starred in cos i'm pretty sure he started his acting career way before i was born. so yeah.
okay am i boring you guys? so maybe i should stop here. BYE! (:
Monday, February 14, 2005
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes
Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you
I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you
You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you
happy valentine's day wilson.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
once scarred, its really quite difficult to ever forget. i don't know about many but this is definitely the situation i'm in now. i'm trying. trying real hard. lets just hope i don't go berserk from all the trying and everything would be peachyfine.
went for dinner with my family at crystal jade last night and guess who we bumped into? ox's WHOLE family! they occupied like 3 whole tables in crystal jade. and his mom recognised us so we exachanged our greetings and so on. then ox came to greet my parents too. haha. what a coincidence.
i'm still feeling pretty down of late. i don't know.. its like i'm realising and finding out so many things that i kindda think its quite hard for me to handle. its really like everyday i feel that BANG in my heart. like something really heartbreaking or whatever lah.. it just doesn't feel very good. especially when it happens everyday. i wish i could be a better person, then maybe all these wouldn't happen.
on a lighter note, valentine's day is tmr eh? everyone must be busy preparing for it. haha i'm not celebrating vday this year. cos he has training till quite late i think. and i hav work till 9 again. anyway its not really about the celebration right.. and plus, 17th of feb would be a more important date anyway. i already got him soemthing so i hope he'll like it.
alrighty, mom's bugging me to let her use the com to view gucci bags. tsk tsk. did i mention she just splurged on a full set of diamond jewellery in SK and another pair of diamond bangle?!?!?! her excuse? i needed to pamper myself. hahahaha. she's so cute. okay i'm off.
Friday, February 11, 2005
my lunar new year have been great so far. with all the red packets coming in and all the meeting up sessions with friends and relatives whom i only get to meet once a year, its awesome. its really sad how we only come together when cny is approaching but we distant ourselves every other time. guess everyone's just too busy that we neglect each other. sadly.
first day was spent visiting wilson's paternal and maternal relatives. we stoped buy his mama's place first then we went over to his ahma's place. can you believe it? it was my very first time seeing wilson's ahma. she looks like a photocopy version of aunty cindy. then around the late afternoon, we took a cab down to my ah ma's place.
second day which happens to be yesterday, i went down to mommy's side of relatives. all my granduncles and grandaunts and cousins and nieces. they were so lovely. had the lion dance in sandra's yi yi's place and haylie was so samn cute.
before meeting the rest for lan yesterday, baby and i had a very fulfilling time n swensens indulging in the earthquake. dragged him down cos i was craving for ice cream. then after lan we called xiang down for a few games of mahjong. pretty good day i say.
i've got pictures to put up but daddy left town already. and he forgot to pass us the usb port cable thingy over to us so i just have to patiently wait till he's back. dang. sometimes, i wonder if i'm showered with endless of concerns when i say i'm not feeling well. wow, thats really way too random. haha. getting a little crazy and cranky now. think its too much of sleep.